Pouring over these pages   Searching for an answer to a question   I never even wanted to ask   But the fact remains   You're gone and never looking back      Doesn't matter much   Cause I'm looking down anyways   My head's quite heavy these days   Weighed down by an honest   Lack of understanding   I gave you everything I had   You gave me nothing back      I'm pulling out my hair   And planting all the roots   Touch the sun for me baby   (Get warm and burn out)      My spine is broken   Bent over backwards   One too many times   It was never enough      And if you could fill these bags under my eyes what would you put in them?   Once again you've got   Nothing left to give   So I've limped my way into a corner   And I'm bleeding miserably   Hand me another bandage will ya?   So much time spent chasing ghosts   My life is haunted   So fucking haunted      I won't let you see me like this   So close your eyes and just walk away   Your eyes betray   what your lips won't say   Agony the world will never see   All I'm losing is me