i'm not here, i'm living yesterday   and covering all my walls with pictures thrown away   regret's an anchor in a guilty sea   it's pulling me down and i wanna be free      don't look back at all the broken cars on the track   they're only going nowhere fast, you're hanging on      a million dreams and i fantasize   "a little more, that's all i need and i'll be fine."   but "a little more" is always out of reach   it's pushing me back and i wanna be free      there's a whole world over there   full of shit but now i couldn't care   i don't wanna know   cause there's everything right now