when i lie down at night   with my face in my hands   i know the words you said were right   i know you'll never understand      but i can't sleep now   with those dreams i almost knew   and my tears are filled with doubt   and my mind is lost in you      now you're so far away   i want to scream to you right now   but i don't know what i'd say   you wouldn't want me anyway   you shouldn't want me anyway