uncomfortable thoughts i've been avoiding    i just turn my shoulder; let em bounce right off my shoulder blade    like the end of the world we just don't think about it    it's easier if i'm just asleep    i know what comes next    yeah i know where this leads    it leads to heartbreak every time    i'll learn what a broken heart feels like    well i wish i could do something    but every time means every time    when the bomb finally drops will i survive?    will i make it to next year; will i make it past that night    i'll do whatever it takes; anything i swear    cross my heart and hope to die    and die i think i might    i might be happier in hell    cuz hell would keep my mind off you    i don't wanna live without you    and i don't wanna die without you    by my side    i know what comes next    yeah i know where this leads    it leads to heartbreak every time    i'll learn what a broken heart feels like    well i wish i could do something    but every time means every time    every time