I've got some deep scars from a little black heart that's miles away.   I sent it packing after I saw what it did and I couldn't believe.   And now my chest hurts from the hole that I dug, it's getting harder to breathe.   I'm really gasping, wishing I could turn back and that would fix everything for once.      It's my life I might as well live it.   Along with the bad times.   Just happy to be living.   So it's my time, I know it sounds selfish.   I'm really not like that.   We live and we die for this.      So now my head hurts and it's only getting worse every time that I think.   I feel like choking every time I have to sing, it's getting harder for me.   And now my stomach hurts, as long as I'm in love it's so hard to leave.   I feel a bad pain moving through my chest and my knees start to shake.   My knees start to shake, it's bringing me down.      This is my life, I might as well live it.   Along with the bad times,   Just love to be living.   So this is my time, I know it sounds selfish.   I think I'll have some ice cream.   We live and we die for this.      There's one thing missing every time I step outside.   One thing missing every time I leave and drive.   One thing missing every time I'm far from home.   There's one thing missing every time I leave for months.   One thing missing every time I lose control.   There's one thing missing every time that I stay home.      I've got some deep scars from a little black heart that only make me stronger.   And now I don't sleep, seeing any relief that gives me some perspective.      This is my life, I might as well live it   Along with the bad times,   Just glad to be living.   And this is my time, I might as well share it.   I'll give you all my money.   We live and we die for this.      La la la la la la la la.