I wouldn't mind   if every day   was like the day   I had just yesterday   you and I   hanging on every kiss   on all of this      I wouldn't mind   if all of my nights   were like the nights   you held me so tight   your lips so close, so close   on the back of my neck   little sounds, little breaths      but these times   just won't stand still,   they slip away   and haunt me until   the next time   you take me   take me in again      and let me begin      I wouldn't mind   if all my big plans   fell apart   left me empty-handed   I'd start again, like new   if you're with me, how can I lose?      but these thoughts   are only just that   nice thoughts   and nothing like facts   and the facts as they are   are harder to take   cuz there's a part of me   that's ready to break      I'm afraid   yes I am afraid   that you will go   that you'll go away   and you'll leave   and I'll be ok   but I won't find   that I won't mind,   in time      I wouldn't mind   if things weren't as they are   I wouldn't care   if it weren't for my heart   that's why   still, I try   to give you every reason