In the middle of the night I can do it just right   It seemed like a good idea at the time   And the morning light   Will sting and blind   With all the things that I've been running from      Remember how scary it was?   So I dive right in, but the current is swift   My arms won't swim and my legs won't kick   I start sinking   Humiliation   I start sinking   Arrhythmic palpitations again   Then the walls come tumbling in   Remember how scary it was?      Don't let all the reasons why you're here   Become the same reasons why you don't stay   I promise you   That I will take my time   I promise you   That I won't waste your time