I write about it because it feels so bad   Always complicating life despite my best laid plans   I wasn't lied to when wide-eyed and young   But I've become your dreaming daughters and your problem sons      All I do is sit around   And shout my past into the ground   All I want to do is take it out on you   I've heard the things I say behind   The doors that close inside my mind   All I want to do is take it out on you      I know now what I did was wrong   I was living in denial but it won't be long   I will come through until it's undone   And the thing I fear most is what I've become      All I do is sit around   And shout my past into the ground   All I want to do is take it out on you   I've heard the things I say behind   The doors that close inside my mind   All I want to do is take it out on you      Hide away   What was it in my eyes?   All the pain   Mistrust and the lies