I'm sorry that we didn't know how sick you were   Your world in brilliance, did you cut yourself from there?   To change your wild perspectives somewhere along the road   To dream of oceans 'till your head wants to explode         What is your substence?   What are you made of?         And all your grimaces like curtains on the wall   To guard against our eyes to nullify it all   Your deepest wish directing dramas in your head   "Leave your person and be someone else instead"         What is your substence?   What are you made of?      Have I not deserved to grasp we're perfect and complete?   Have I built these walls around us, forever you me?      Forever you and me   Forever you and me         And all intelligence has to be left behind   To spend an evening without you on my mind   While you are better off with any of these pills   We keep on juggling animosities and thrills         We thought you are funny         What is your substence?   What are you made of?   What is normal?   Am I normal?      Have I not deserved to grasp we're perfect and complete?   Have I built these walls around us, forever you me?      Forever you and me   Forever you and me      Can you pretend to be there and love to be alive?   Can you pretend to be there and love to be alive?   Love to be alive   Love to be alive