From now on I'll only read books   That shows the worst of my looks   No time to find the time to rewrite mine   I could show it to you   If nothing better to do   But there's no point it doesn't look like you   If you can teach your dog tricks   I think I'll sing or think   Words refuse to come   Mental breakdown and worst is yet to come   My legs feel all numb   But my body is shaking   Sometimes I feel strong   But my soul is all breaking   I've even listened to us   For inspiration / comfort   But competition with myself is not enough   These words aren't lyrics   They're just words from the heart that redefine nervous   If mental pain's not the aim   Why does it claim me, stain me   Words refuse to come   Mental breakdown and worst is yet to come   My legs feel all numb   But my body is shaking   (And just like John Voight meant in in '69)   Sometimes I feel strong   Then I'm God's for the taking   And I know it's not only me   That's scared to look around   But now I've had enough   Show me which way is down   For 3 minutes now I've confused confusion   There's no solution   Al, what the hell, not you as well?   Ah, hold back Kevin   You can wait for heaven   There's more in for you   This is only part two   But if Jesus Christ was alive today   He'd tell me don't heed what you say   Inferiority part one is on   I'm done, it's too late