I crash into the ocean arms wide open   Water’s viscosity seems high   The waves are crashing over me   And I feel no more      I spread out under the sun   In hopes of soaking some up   My lips form what you call a smile   And I feel no more      I look out my picture window    Where all the flowers grow   And watch the children pick the berries   And I feel no more      I sit on the lakeside park bench   The city moves around so fast   And everyone is dressed in black and white   And I feel no more      I feel...   No more   I feel...   No more      I walk into the nearest bar   Wishing I felt a bit more sober   When the night is aging fast   I feel no more      I catch the high fives my friends threw   I paint myself in pretty colors   But I know I just look grey   And I feel no more      I hear their voices ringing loud   “He drinks too much   He swears to often.”   I try to drown them out   But it’s harder then it looks      Well, ask Erin where I went   Ask Erin where I went, why don’t you ask her for me?   Ask Erin why I left so fast   Because I’m still here physically,   Though I wish I wasn't   I feel no more   I never want to feel again