throw me through this car window and land me outside   where i can breathe better and pass away alright   this is ill at ease and i worry, i worry   oh my god i felt my heart stop    i felt my fucking heart stop   but were going all the way   i only have myself to blame   oh they know, they know, they know   their eyes are tearing the skin from our bodies   and dressing us in guilt, filling our wounds with salt   my stomaches tying itself in knots and eating itself and everything else, there must be something in the water making this an awkward situation