I've lived here seven years   I've lived here for so long   this is where you held my hand   and this is where you squeezed it too tight      I aint never goin' back   I aint never goin' back there   you won't see me again      I learned to feel your love   I learned to feel your abuse   this is where you held me back   and this is why I'm leaving you      so I ain't never goin' back   and I aint never goin' back   no, I am never goin' back   you won't see me again      I love you   I hate you   I love you and I hate you      this is my last time here   this is my last time here, cause      I am never goin' back   I am never goin' back, no   I am never goin' back   you will not see me   you will not see me again