i saw the way you looked that day   i saw the way you looked at me   i know the things you want from me   i know the things you take from me   my love my life my words my heart   my innocence was torn apart   i'll never trust a word you say   you're just a bad memory   stay away   i feel the rain as it comes down   i feel like i am being drowned   you always sit and watch me die   a fuckin million times   i want to know   does anything touch you any more   or are you rotten inside   i wish that you would just die   do you think that this is for you   do you think that i'd do anything for you   do you think that i adore you   do you think that this is for you   i still breathe i'm still alive   there's things that you can't take inside   my love my life my words my heart   are things that you can't take apart   i could do this a million times   i'm one of the bravest girls alive   i feel inside   i feel that you have already died