so i look into your eyes tonight   but what i see is not me   and i dont know why this has changed   why the feeling is not the same      this emotion doesnt make sense   no longer content   but without resolution   oh god it doesnt make sense      why is it everytime i think i find happiness   something presents itself   something in which i love   something that i cant give up      my mind fights itself   the winner never chosen   one part never taken over   thought is still provoking      i cant stand this anymore   why must it happen to me   oh god why this feeling   why torment a broken heart      this isnt my choice   but i guess one doesnt choose