I'm sorry... after awhile, let me sleep by your name      The passing days drew us closer   The pain is matched with joy.   Both hands reflect that   I cry when I think of you.      There is a rain of sadness    It's fine just to remain unknown.   I tremble for repose, I remembered   What do you want to see in this reeled in dream?      I don't want you to fade    Let me hear, even a sigh.   A small heartbeat, that isn't there   I want you, come here!      Unchanging dreams, if this continues on   Please don't pause in your happiness.   Even if it doesn't need to call out, but,   The drowning days are piling over me.      I don't want you to fade    Let me hear, even a sigh   A small heartbeat, that isn't there   I want you, come here!      Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness    Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, Without the string tearing off?       I don't want you to fade   I want to hear, even a sigh.   Little rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat    Of touched prayers delivered.      The name which I cannot call out I held closely   Counting with my fingers, I don't want tomorrow to disappear.      Hearing with blocked ears   The sound of a broken cradle.   The spring time will never come again   The crimson lotus is in bloom.