Summer why don't you kill me?   Maybe I really need this   Spare me your indecision   and I'll try my best not to listen      Forget all that I said   I never meant to make you assume the worst   I swear I've kept you in my head   So I'll aim these words right where it hurts   and you found them Sunday across a telephone.   By Monday, we're declaring war.   We were two kids just too shy.   Impatiently, waiting this out   but sweetheart now honestly..      Now you're dirtied in regrets   mix-tapes and weekend heart attacks   I'll try my hardest to forget all the things   that never really mattered and you'll find   me Sunday clothes across the floor.   Monday, you were something more.      I hope you savor the distance.   I've sold my confessions   I've packed up all my things,   I'm movin' on..   This is just a dream.   I'm headed out for anywhere   I've torn out all the seams.   If wishing's overrated    then remember what it means   A thousand ways; you're all I know   But there's a million ways   to say we've lost control.      I'm falling apart now   Don't try to save me   We were doomed from the start   with no point in changing.   Gotta keep it in   context all in my head.      I'm taking my chances to say   ".. this is better off dead"