I can surely say that I don't know how i got here.   And hear these words I say,   let them sink into your ear.      Wont you help me?   It's not easy to fight this   all alone.      Oh my God I'm getting worse...   I need to fix myself before I   die, fall apart on the inside.   And I don't want to make things worse, but   worse is all I know.   This life of mine falls apart on the inside.      And as   things fall apart, I'll make damn sure that I shield my heart.   Cause If I keep   it safe, I'm pretty sure I'll be okay.      Wont you help me?   It's not easy to   fight this all alone.      Oh my God I'm getting worse...   I need to fix myself   before I die, fall apart on the inside.   And I don't want to make things worse,   but worse is all I know.   This life of mine falls apart on the inside.      I'm   thinking about all the times I could have made it, but I didn't even try. too   stubborn to swallow up my pride.      Oh my God I'm getting worse...   I need to   fix myself before I die, fall apart on the inside.   And I don't want to make   things worse, but worse is all I know.   This life of mine falls apart on the   inside.      And I watch it die, fall apart on the inside.