During the lowest points of our lives   We think of how things would be different    If we tried   But right now I just need to see my friends   Honestly, i'm fucking dead without them   And again my heart has dropped to my feet   (My heart's dropped to my feet,    It's dropped to my feet)   When I realized that I'm not what people   Think I should be   (I'm not what you think I am,   I'll never be what you want me to be)   And again I can hardly fucking breathe   (I can't fucking breathe,   Can't you fucking see?)   I've only got myself to blame   For this defeat      I can't compete   With defeat      "Tomorrow will be different"   (I can't compete)   "From now on I'll take those risks"   (I can't compete)   I say it over in my head   (I can't compete)   With a heart full of hope   And two clenched fists      This time   I'll try not   To fuck it up      But who am I kidding?   I've always lived this way   The air is getting colder   And this town isn't helping   It is such a fucking waste   When another day's    Another problem faced      Right now   I've got a song in my head   Right now   I've got a pen in my hand   Right now   I'm going to let it all out   And still they won't understand   I don't give a fuck   What anyone thinks   And I'm not sorry