Stumblin' around and I'll be fucked   That the sun had the guts to rise on us today.   How many hands would it take   To count the nights I've lied awake?   Motionless I contemplate my fate   Came to me while paralyzed.   So far away from your light.   And whoever stays or goes will close their eyes to unfortunate times.   Goodbye purchased disguise.   Don't wanna dwell on my mistakes anymore   Itch the guilt on my conscience now my body's torn from the bad misconceptions that live in my head and a troubled self relationship   It's in my blood to just destruct.   It's only how you look, it don't matter what you say   Fall from the civilization, where you'll find my remains   Disappointed, fucking thrown away   Drifting above the sky   I'll be stuck here on the ground.