In the after-silence fighting leaves behind    I try to think it over   But my mind's gone blind   I lost the right to argue somewhere down the line      I had to tell   She told me to   Go to Hell   And here I am      In the gaping hole   Home truths tear in a home   Married to this hurting   I know it's all my fault      Who can tell   Looks like we have   A house to sell      Now she'll never know   What anyone could tell her   Now she'll never know   What anyone can see   Now she won't believe me   Ever again, completely      Now I hang around   Feet back on the ground   I just can't stand   I just can't stand      Now she'll Never know   What anyone could tell her   Now she'll never know   What anyone can see   Now she won't believe me   Ever again, completely   Now she'll never know   Or ever dream   How much she means to me