Like a bird in a storm, I am terrified to move again   Like a shark in a pond, I'll stay where I am   Where I always am      Both my heart and my brain keep falling apart   (mostly my heart)   And I hate to complain but I'm on my own, I'm all alone      Love moves like a metaphor towards a cliche   This time I hope that things actually go my way   I'm so angry that my parents raised me right   Beautiful   You're so beautiful   You're too beautiful to be here with me      When I look at myself am I really seeing what you see?   Inside I'm beautiful but you'll never see   No one ever sees      This glass plucked from underneath my skin   I shouldn't pound the windows of my soul right in   I need some alcohol to make me lovely   You're so beautiful   You're so beautiful   I have to punch my eyes right out      Listen please, let me tell you just how great I really am   I'm so nice, and sensitive and caring and I'm...   ...oh you've gone      You're so beautiful   You're so beautiful   You're too beautiful for a guy like me   You're so beautiful   You're so beautiful   I could only get a girl like you in dreams      I hate myself until I find somebody   I would give my heart to the first anybody   I'll hate the world until I find a girlfriend   How can you love me if I'm never ever gonna love myself?