Waiting for obituaries and reading you name   I guess it never happened   Your name never came   Too far to react to the news Lauren told me   Is Lauren you?   If so, I loved her too      I can't be here because I'm there   I care so much, so much that you don't care      A superstar that outburned me   I guess I never loved you   If you never loved me   Something in your silence and no more news   I guess you think I'm stupid   I guess I am too      Just live your life without me now   I cared so much that I don't see how      Remember the first night?   Remember the first I love you?   Remember my name?   How could you...      A love that died with you still lives on in me   A love that died with you still cries for me   A love that died with you still lives on in me   A love that died with you still lives on in me   A love that died with you still lives on in me   A love that died with you still cries for me   A love that died with you still lives on in me   A love that died with you still lives on in me      I screamed your name into the night sky   Who heard me? Your God (I don't think so)   Didn't have to die because of me   This girl sixteen who is now deceased      Did you ever really love me?   Did you ever really need me?   My heart still feels the beating of your heartbeat   I guess that mine just has to carry on   So don't log on