The wind whispers your name   your eyes your face visible thru these black days   I was never the only one to think of you   And remember every look every word everything   Digging my nails into my palms feeling nothing but heat   With a heavy heart and a trace of guilt I accept this deceit   I can't forgive myself and I won't start with you   These are the words I live by   I will not attempt to to swallow betrayed   These are the words I live by   These are the words I wish my hands of all the past   Theres are the words I live by   I am buried alive your gift at deception   He抯 left me hoping   Reacting choking gasping for unbreathable air   The essence of death   Permeates my senses