well I hope you are satisfied   you gave me the push I needed   ostracised for nothing at all   by all those I hold dear      you aren't the same maybe we should talk      this is my suggestion death to all emotion   let this be the end of us   bitter cold engulfs the soul      no more contact forget my face   stop knocking I am not smiling   behind the door no eloquent words   no desire to impress      I'm not lookng for an apology from you   I'm looking for an opportunity to see you in pain      there will be no lookng back again      dig your fingers slowly into my wrist   white knuckle the blade   in hopes that I subside   I want to see the shade fall on your eyes   no longer my lover      pray you better pray   pray to every god you know   and every forgotten deity   you better pray