I am alive I am alive   let all doubts fall let all doubts fall   into the grave which I once called home   the breath of life expels the blackness   renew the passion embrace the sun   I am alive I am alive      I search for a grain of truth   In this endless sea of false hope   my quest begins on this day      drowning slowly drowning dare I breathe?      What can I say that has not been said?   what can I do, that has not been done?      in my hour of desperation   who else could I turn to   I guess I only have myself to blame