This weekend i lost my protection while laying to rest    i found them on the floor staring silently, just watching my soul undress    but i've my vulnerability now though as change takes it's course    virginity returns to a soiled body to be taken away once more    when i say soiled, i mean filthy, infected in every pore    diseased with lust, bankrupt of trust, with a handful of festering sores    that cant stop oozing the scents of random skirts all causing my skin to burn    that contract and return back to my arteries then react and force me to learn    until i'm gathering criteria to be a better leper    first the shells then my dick, then my heart feels better to be    governed by the hollow with an absence of me, instead of a faint memory    slow it down    do you hear the words your saying and i said    dont know how    i dry my eyes and    sit down    take a breath to clear my conscience and he said    you know now    i dry my eyes       slow it down    do you hear the words your saying, and he said    don't know how    he dried his eyes and said    where do you go to sit and enjoy the privacy?    that you claim i need today    where do you go? cus i just cant seem to get away.    from this mess i made today