you don't want me to be   you don't want me to be the one you love   you don't want me to see   you don't want me to see the people you fuck   you don't want me to know   you don't want me to know how much you hate   you don't give a damn   you don't care if I live or die today      pepper spray   my heart a-way   pepper spray   my heart ache      la la la la la la....      you don't care if I wait   you don't care if I wait alone all day    kiss me on the lips with your knife   I will touch you until the morning light   you never made me believe   you only made me try to figure it out   kiss me on the lips with your mouth   I will love it or learn to live without      pepper spray   my heart a-way   (my heart a-way)   pepper spray   my heart ache      la la la la la la....      I never wanted to be   I never wanted to be the one you love   I never wanted to see   I never wanted to see the people you fuck   You never fooled me at all   I never let you [...] outside in   I'll just pretend that I don't   I'll just pretend that I never let you in      pepper spray   my heart a-way   (my heart a-way)   pepper spray   my heart ache      la la la la la la....