So far I stand   Looking closely again   It's loose but solid   So clean and tarnished   So lost again   A map in my hand   So full and empty   With so little but plenty      At times we get so lost and devastated   Our paths are vague, but still so regulated   At times we feel so tired of trying to try   Wishing we could change all the things that make us      Chorus:   Cry...   I won't try to wash these tears out from my...   Eyes...   I won't try, 'cause they're the kind that never...   Dry...   They collide with everything I've ever tried to hide   And keep inside      Above, I'm sitting   So loose but fitting   I'm starved by eating   So cured by bleeding   My gut is misled    From all the pictures I've read   My memory's dead    But you remain in my head      Now I'm sealed but leaking   So silently speaking   Now I understand   I've confused my reading   A door closed but opened   Brand spanking new and broken   So belligerent and strident   But I haven't even spoken      Repeat Chorus      At times we get so lost and devastated   Our paths are vague, but still so regulated   At times we feel so tired of trying to try   Wishing we could change all the things we hated   All the things that make us      Repeat Chorus (2x)