I never should've walked you to the door   Never should've told you those three words   Said you wanted less I wanted more   Isn't that the way it always works?      Why did I call you yesterday?   You never called me back   I wonder if you wonder if I'm ok      And all I have left are photographs   Scattered on my floor and torn in half      I hate myself for falling in this far   Every minute wanna be where you are   Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear   Holding on cause it's so hard to let go   Driving by your house staring at your window   When you close your blinds and look down here   You'll see the loser of the year      So I hear you're going away to school   Saw your friend Stacey out last night   Tried to play it off like it was cool   But it was killing me inside      Thought about how we crossed that line   Sneaking out so we could be alone   It all happened right at the wrong time      And all I have left are memories   To remind me what we'll never be      And I hate myself for falling in this far   Every minute wanna be where you are   Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear   And I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go   Driving by your house staring at your window   When you close your blinds and look down here   You'll see the loser of the year      Cannot move on   Cannot give up   Did I give too much?   Was it not enough?      Either way I hate myself for falling in this far      Holding on cause I never wanna let you go   Outside your house standing at your window   Before you close your eyes will you come down here   And kiss the loser of the year?      Well I hate myself for falling in this far   [Just kiss the loser of the year]   Oh every minute wanna be where you are   [I'm just the loser of the year]   And I hate myself for falling in this far   [I'm the loser of the year]   Well I hate myself for falling in this far   [This far]      No.