Sick of going out of my mind every time I see   Somebody that looks like you, it's killing me.   Because I think you're there for me,   But when I realize you're not it's back to despair,   So please, take note I'm going crazy.      Did you get a chance to read the letter I sent to you?   Or did you throw it away 'cause of everything I put you through?   I guess I understand, just realize I'm looking for help from a friend   And you, you're the only one I can trust.   I want to tell you all about how I try so hard to keep it all on the right track.   I want to tell you about the times I fuck up and wake up lying on my back.   I wish I could call you to pick me up,   I know it's too much to ask for   So I sit up and light up a cigarette.   And tell myself over and over again.      It was all just a dream,   And it's time to come clean,   And it's time to move on,   No matter how hard it seems.