It's desperation in my face from   Alifetime of pain and isolation   Every day is just the fucking same   I want to change but I can't get my foot in any door   Every time I knock, there's nobody home   But what's the point in waiting outside alone?   The doors are locked and there's no windows   And outside it's always thirty below      Just when it feels like it might not be so bad   It always kicks back and tells me where I stand      All this strife and all these tears   And all this anger for all these years   Have left me broken and is what keeps me here   I'll never be happy without you here