The old ways always get at me   Throwing myself on the floor when I'm empty   Call me I'm falling in front of a demon possessing   Making me talk   My throat gets rid of a part of me   Anxiety could end it all   Physically I've found that I'll stay the same   And you all should have nothing to say      Was afraid of living alone   You could of changed it   They could have saved us   I need something to fill in the hole      I was afraid of living alone   You could of changed it   They could saved us   I need something to fill in the hole      How pathetic my face is allergic   And everything my spine gives   Wanna get rid of it      When there's something saddening   The room writes a scene   I could not exist I want to get rid of it      The patches that hold my blood in   I've invented a new sin   The whole world takes part of it   In learning I'll love him   I'll love him does not exist   Till then I'll be over it   It's one thing I'll never miss      And I'll never find a way to be happy   And there's no one here no one here that's like me   No one here that's like me   And I'll never find a way to be happy   And there's no one here no one here that's like me   No one here that's like me      I was afraid of living alone   You could of changed it   They could saved us   I need something to fill in the hole      I was afraid of living alone   You could of changed it   They could saved us   I need something to fill in the hole      I was afraid afraid afraid   I was