So the flood gates open   but nothing comes out   I’m feeling no relief in my head, just doubt   but my heart keeps telling me, hold your ground   you’ll never learn a thing if you bail out now      and I’m lonely again tonight   I can feel it like a knot in my side   they keep saying this is part of the ride   but I’m not getting stronger   Yet hold me against the light   Can you see any bullet inside?   You wouldn't find one if you magnified   'cuz you've got the wrong girl      I've got my fingers around the back of your chair   You'd never miss a thing   But you'd miss me there   And I just keep thinkin'   'Am I prepared   to pull it out from under your trusting stare?'   And the house is as quiet as a hollow head   and I'm walking around bumping into things you've said   this has not been as easy as I thought it would   I'd be cooling down the fire if I thought I could      and I’m lonely again tonight   I can feel it like a knot in my side   they keep saying this is part of the ride   but I’m not getting stronger   you’d hold me against the line   do you see any bullet inside?   wouldn’ve found one if you’d magnified(?)   because you got the wrong girl   yeah you got the wrong girl      I see you there      and the floodgates open   but nothing comes out