Hope your not looking down on me today    I've tried to do my best carrying this weight    I know about vengeance upon thee    I have never forgotten for one second    But this was hard    You must know I regret that morning more than anything    And I'd give my life to get it back    That is not, not to say I don't love this    But there is not one day i can forget    There's not one day, there is not one day   Sometimes I feel I'm waiting biding time    Waiting for something that may never come    Still everything is different    All was changed, everything    All that we live for    All that we dreamed of taken away    Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for    Something to jump out at me    Where can you go when they come calling    Where can you hide when they come for you    Times like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe    I call your name