Better to suffer through it all   Than to leave and be doomed to a life in hell   Even though I never asked to be here   I can not escape this life, I will live forever   Born into nothingness; non-existance   Is what I truly wish/adore      Hurt, scared, lonely, and depressed   I have a hate for life, I confess   These twisted views are taking over me   Everything is meaningless, hopeless, and ugly      Materialized life, means nothing in the end   Come and burn with me my friend   All this hurt and no end in sight   I have not the will to fight      "The greatest boon of all. Is to never be born at all."      A belief that is my prison   Welcome to my Nihilism      Death is no escape