A futile existence; manifested in despair and misery   All hope is gone; hope for life is gone   This mental distraught is a heavy weight to bear   All the pain is piling up into one thought   That is thought of everyday      Oh the dismal feelings, Oh the sadness   I am getting weaker each day      Oh the pain, Oh the suffering   I have nothing more to say      Sleep is a restful place   Time spent there is pleasant   When awoken, the thoughts come creeping back in   Thoughts to leave it all   A window to eternity awaits      Oh the dismal feelings, Oh the sadness   I am getting weaker each day      Oh the pain, Oh the suffering   I have nothing more to say      A somber existence; manifested in loneliness and sorrow   All hope is gone; hope for happiness is gone   This mental distraught is a heavy crown to wear   Suicidal thoughts plague the mind's core   These thoughts are thought of everyday