Tiny hands, recycled cans   The metal bands I could not stand   The time you cried   And threw your crayons across the floor      These are the things I think about   When I'm alone without you   I wonder of your whereabouts   And hope like hell   You're happy where you are      You used to say that   You're just fine   But I still wonder all the time      Hockey games, medical claims   Police reports, terrible grades   Jay, I'm so proud of all the things that you've done      These are the things I think about   When I'm alone without you   I wonder of your whereabouts   And hope like hell   You're happy where you are      I'm alright   I can see through everything you say   And all the lessons I never learned      You used to say that   You're just fine   But I still wonder all the time      Do you still believe in the stories told   To you by my friends and I   When you were four years-old?   How it got so cold, the words just froze   We had to wait 'til summer   To find out what was said   One of the best times that we had      I know I say that   I'm just fine   But I hope you wonder   From time to time      I was nervous from the start   That our muscles might tear us apart   (Are muscles tearing us apart?)   From the words that carve our lives   To the words that take us by surprise   (I was never taken by surprise)   From the sounds that disappeared   To the changes we'd begin to fear   (I can hear you clearly)   One day I'll fail to breathe   And all you'll have are memories   (All we are are memories)