Seems I screwed up again   I lost the only thing that matters in my life   Is this coming to an end   Did I lose my only when I shed these tears tonight      Staring at the ceiling   As my eyes wet my pillowcase   I missed what I was feeling   But I know everything will be alright if I could only see your face      I never meant to hurt you   All I ever wanted was you   I never meant to make you so mad   All I ever wanted   All I ever wanted was you      If I could turn back time   I'd take back everything I said to make you sad   I miss the way you'd shine   I never meant anything I said to make you mad      Staring at your pictures just isn't the same   I can't reach out and touch them   I can't feel the soft sweet skin of your face   I can't even remember who it is I am      I never meant to hurt you   All I ever wanted was you   I never meant to make you so mad   All I ever wanted   All I ever wanted was you      Pushing you away as night turns into day   I hate myself for making you hate me   Wish I could push away to find another way   To be everything you wanted me to be      I'm just so terrified   You may not believe everything you heard   Because everybody lies   But when I tell you I love you I mean every single word      I never meant to hurt you   All I ever wanted was you   I never meant to make you so mad   All I ever wanted   All I ever wanted was you