Did you want me to live in pain   Are you leaving me again   Everytime I start to heal   I turn around and you are here      Did you want me to be with you   What the hell am I supposed to do   Everytime I think that I'll be fine   I start to think these thoughts of you   That just won't leave my mind      I've had enough   But I want more   You're the one I hate   You're the one I adore   You're burning me alive   And I can't take this anymore      I tried to escape the pain   I tried to bring things to an end   I thought you wanted me gone   Could it be you wanted me closer all along   And if I don't mean anything    Will you let me fade into the black   And if I don't mean anything   Then why do you keep coming back to me   You keep coming back to me      Do you want me to tell you the truth   Well it's not that easy   I'm not in love with you but I'll always be here when you need me   But we have some things we need to work on first   Tell me why when things seem better   They're always getting worse      Do you want me to lie to your face   I could tell you I care and take you to a better place   But you'd see right through my charade   Just like I saw you when you started this game      I've had enough   But I want more   You're the one I hate   You're the one I adore   You're burning me alive   And I can't take this anymore      I tried to escape the pain   I tried to bring things to an end   I thought you wanted me gone   Could it be you wanted me closer all along   And if I don't mean anything    Will you let me fade into the black   And if I don't mean anything   Then why do you keep coming back to me   You keep coming back to me      Why do you keep coming back to me