my lifes a heartbeat away from ending   you've helped me realize this   each breath takes new meaning, new beginning   ending all hope of a brighter tomorrow   sorrow grows with every painful second   sorrow grows with every painful minute      why did you leave us   why did you leave me      and i cant blame you   for leaving me    when i cant find   a reason to stay here      reality now a sereal series of images   every waking minute haunted with visions of your lifeless body   every waking minute i mourn   every waking minute i die inside      my heart no longer beats to the same rhythm   without you playing along, no ones does   where did our time go   20 years was not long enough, my friend   this life is so fucking painful      and i cant blame you   for leaving us   when i cant find   a reason to stay here