This is the last song I'll ever write you   I swear by myself and God   I know what you're trying to do and it won't work   I'm so sorry that I'm a fool   It's such a shame that I didn't know   It's such a shame that you didn't see   It's such a shame that the good days are gone   It's such a shame I feel nothing for them   And even if I'd have known, it'd have still been a shame, Because       It's a long and lonely road to where I'm going   And when I get there it'll all be alright   But until then I'm so lost in a flurry of questions   If I get there, will it ever be alright?      Have you ever met my friend apathy?   Because he directly represents me   He's got a million friends worldwide   And he promised me something but he lied   All I got from him was the taste of failure   He claims that nothings for sure   And if you wonder why I'd buy in his shit   I wanted an easy way out and was sure that this wasn't      A long and lonely road to where I'm going,    And when I get there, it'll all be alright   Until then I'm so lost in a flurry of questions   If I get there will it ever be alright?      Do you know my friend disgusted anger?   He mentioned you more than a few times about my failure   I've found he never meant to do you any harm   But he's done all to cause alarm   He said nothing was my fault all was from you   That you had hurt me and now I must too   But I can't bare to think I'll hurt you at all   So I'll stop myself before I fall, because      It's a long and lonely road to where I'm going   And when I get there it'll all be alright   Until then I'm so lost in a flurry of questions   If I get there will it ever be alright?      So now I'm smiles from here on out, dealing with all I am dealt   With no more a grunt or a gripe, I swear it upon my life   They said lose the darkness   So I went where the silence was loudest   And I threw it down there as my best   It's the loudest silence I've ever heard   And it's waiting to get me   I saw where the darkness fell, because it took me with it to hell   And I'm fighting with all that I've got   Because when I lose, then I'll have naught   All the things that I said that I said   And all the things that I said that I meant   I didn't mean it.      Well I saw where the darkness fell, because it's dragging me down to hell   It took all the strength that I had, and it wants all the gladness I have.   He can have it.      Because it was a long and lonely road to where I went   And when I got there, nothing was alright   But for you and our sense of self   How can someone be so good at music but bad at everything else?