Innocence gone   It's like they want the T.V. shows on   Feeling like a high school prom   And you wanna pretend   Useless and full of it   Why no one else can believe in this   You wanna feel something to call your own   That they can't cut out    They can't cut it out      I've seen better days than this   Coming closer to my wits' end falling fever      Chorus:   I don't wanna fade out   I don't wanna fade in   Like everybody should   I don't wanna fade out   I don't wanna fade in   Like everything before      Fall asleep soon   It's like they're gonna wake you up   It's pushing out this insecurity   Well you won't push me   You can't push me      I've caught nails, slashed and bruised   I'll get my way    I'll see the day it'll come out clearer      Repeat Chorus      Fade in, fade out (8x)      Repeat Chorus      It's a killer underneath   I'm in my silence    In between us      I don't wanna fade out   I wanna fade in   Like everything before      You must swear we're all lost   It's far to go   It's far to go   It's far to go and too late   So you can push you again