Thorned pics of you deep in my mind   It tastes like the end when we get loose   Illusion of life just left behind   The hardest pain we cannot smooth   Abandoned land we were reigning on   A rain of tears, dust on the throne   You tell me to love is to leave - to leave   Be all that you can be without me - without me      A cathedral without a god   The emptiness instead of you   A suicide note without a word   Your hand in his, I'm an orphan of you      You're the one I've been waiting for   I'm the one you're calling number four   Now that I'm just a fuckin' number - number   A name on a list you should better burn   Then betrayed me, o lord of deception   You took everything, you had to take   Everything inside me needs to rest      A cathedral without a god   The emptiness instead of you   A suicide note without a word   Your hand in his, I'm an orphan of you      Thorned pics of you deep in my mind   It tastes like the end when we get loose   Illusion of life just left behind   The hardest pain we cannot smooth   Abandoned land we were reigning on   A rain of tears, dust on the throne   You tell me to love is to leave - to leave   Be all that you can be without me - without me      A cathedral without a god   The emptiness instead of you   A suicide note without a word   Your hand in his, I'm an orphan of you