[Deacon the Villain]   Life is so beautiful   But sometimes I feel so unsuitable and it drowns out what's musical   And then I just find myself drinkin' and thinkin'   Making no turns yet my signal is blinkin'   Feeling bad cause no judge is giving me 10   Breaking rules to get up out of the deep end   On the verge of having trouble begin   Drama never leavin'   Hot! is the weather where I'm from   Hot! is situations that come   Hot! is how people get when   They're stuck in a pit, world not giving a shit   Life is suppose to be beautiful, but it's a crucible   Turning me into a person brutal who's   Psychodependant on, money bitches drugs   Funny business stuff, can I give it up?   Yes I love, to get paid, get laid   Get drunk, get high, but then I hear kids cry   Saying that they need a model to follow   But I still find a liquor bottle to hollow      [Chorus]      Sitting on the dock of the bay wasting time   Insecurities tingle racing up my spine   Facing crime in an eye to eye, head to head   Thinking of how to get dough to bread, keep roses red   I realize that my life is composed of   The actions I take combined with the feelings I hold but   Sometimes negativity molds a, heart from it's start is   Just trying to get over   But you can't let it fold tha soldier   That from it's inception, needn't lucks blessing from clovers   Cause when it fights, it strikes, it slices, it bites   From morning to night, back through darkness to light   It's office is yo life, builds a fortress that's tight   You can call it Christ or whatever you like   But to ignore it is yo right, you deal your will   You reap what you sew, you till your field   But post battle, who will - heal - your shield   So many vices you can sacrifice, kill and grill   Cause you gotta see that the world will confuse you   With abused clues   I flip through news   And see that the world's a treasure chest of misuses jewels   Who can't maintain... from sunrise, to sunset.. they face pain   Their used to blue skies got grey stains   And are surrounded by friends who got snake fangs   But you gotta block it   Don't avoide it, destroy it, throw it up in a box and then lock it   Cut power when docs try to shock it   Cause that ain't the shit you should welcome your block with