i'm sorry but i haven't been the same   since i've seen the needle in his vein   bottom of the barrel   with the roaches and rats   and a monkey on his back   that he just can't crack   but that's how it goes   born knee-deep in apin   now it's up to your nose   you breathe it in   inhale the fact that the end   will now begin   i've seen this happen   in other people's lives   and now it's happening in mine   such a fool, blind to you   the only one to see through   it hit me today   i just called to say   i went the wrong way