just how deep can shit get   i'm in above my head again   life put me in my place   now it's written all over my face   gotta get up, gotta get out   i gotta change what my life is about   too much wasted time in my mind   with a rage of discipline i'll get by   life is hard but as time goes on   you learn from your mistakes   so now it's up to me   how many more i let myself make   when you ask me will i be okay   i don't know what to say