If I could better myself, I swear I would,   I swear to god I’d fucking change myself    but the five billion hands of the world are pulling me down.   My veins are turning a dark blue,   I feel like dying, how about you?   Take the coins out from under your tounge   unsew the pockets because I am holding on to nothing.   Drown, drown, I’d fucking drown without you.   If I said you were the only one   who could pull me out of this one   would you think it was fiction?