My eyes are empty, the house is quiet now   Today has claimed and ruined me   My pulse is waiting, as boredom strangles it   I might sleep but I won't dream   Is that what I need? I wanted to see, I want to believe   So I scratch and scrape to find a reason to live in a god or a girl   Oh, I tried, I tried to abandon guilt and other things that don't exist   The hours numb me   Some words are stinging still but I don't feel them when they do   My head is open, my eyes are bleeding and they demand to see the truth   But what would that prove?   I wanted it too, I wanted it too   And I strain to see the sun, I'm just so sick of the gray and the rain   This is it, I am done   And I'm laying down, let today roll off my back   I'll be all right