Back in the days again   Not just because you´re not on stand-by   A year of shattered dreams   I hesitate but I´m to weak to resist      I will aways hide my tears   ´cause I´m ashamed of all my fears   Lost and homesick   Reeling nowhere   I will tell you how I feel   I´m too scared of being real   No excuse, just a statement      A liquid lullaby    I love those voices singing me to sleep   The stanza is o.k.   But the chorus is repeating again and again      Constantly afraid to fail   Things are going from bad to worse   Open doors, a drink for free   I think I´ll quench my thirst right over here      Always hide my tears   ´cause I´m ashamed of all my fears   Please don´t leave me no more